11th Hour Thoughts

The worst feeling is not sadness. It is regret.

Having accumulated a bunch of regrets in the 20 years of my life, I sometimes feel that I'm cycling too fast in a slow-cycle race.

Or is it just that I tend to overthink how things "could have been" "had I done so-and-so"?

Anyways, having more regrets seems suicidal to me.

Anything less than 100% effort is regret.

Doesn't matter that much if the result ain't a 100%.

Everything happens for good.

But anything that can go wrong will go wrong.

I may end up sad if that happens.

But I don't want to end up regretting not giving it my all.

I also need to remind my present self not to admonish my past self. Things have changed. Weather patterns aren't the same anymore. Then how can I equate a 10 year-old to a 20 year-old?